Friends

hmm usually one would think friends are easy to find..or atleast stick with.
Finding a friend is like a blind date. you never know who it's going to be until you come face to face with that person. Who knows how it will turn out! best friends...or even enemies. I wish someone would write a book called "Finding friends..for Dummies" like they do for computers. We need a manual for everysingle person we find to figure them out and sometimes even conform ourselves to them. I think the best trick to find a friend is be yourself and wait till they come to you. Instead of throwing yourself out there to any available person, you need to pull them in with your personality and actions. From experience, when you conform yourself to a friend..chances are you will end up hating your self. I have these few friends who dont like me for who i am..only for my looks. At first i was blinded by the glamour of being 'friends' with them. Then once reality kicked in i noticed how fake they were. Too fake for me! i almost destroyed who i was just to be their friends. Toss the cheesey manual out and let your heart be your own personal manual. trust me..its well worth it!